I know how you'll be feeling, I felt the same yesterday. I had to go into hospital on Tuesday afternoon, and yesterday morning I was told I needed a miracle to be going to Vegas. I was totally gutted, and I'm only going for an STT. I just ended up telling myself how there's no way I'm missing out next year. Luckily the miracle may have happened. This afternoon they've let me go home, and if there is sufficient improvement with it when I go back tomorrow they are going to let me go (with a sack full of drugs and conditions).
I feel for you, and I hope they compensate you sufficiently. I can't believe how they could do that to you. I hope something sorts itself out and you can still go.
